| *** About You Basic Info *** |
| 1. What's your full name? |
Mattilyn Nicole Millman |
| 2. Where were you born? |
Texas |
| 3. When were you born? |
Sept, 14 |
| 4. What was your hair and eye color when you were first born? |
blonde and blue |
| 5. Has it changed since than? |
yes |
| 6. Have any siblings and if so how many? |
yes and 2 |
| 7. What is your heritage? |
irish, german, swedish, english, norwegian, [and something else] |
| 8. What religion are you if any? |
i consider myself to be christian |
| 9. Do you have any children? |
no |
| 10. How old are you now? |
20ish |
| *** Experiences *** |
| 11. Have you ever seen or experienced any life altering events? |
yes |
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| 12. Have you ever been scared for your life? |
yes |
| 13. What has been your biggest struggle in life so far? |
getting out of an abusive relationship |
| 14. What do you find to be most difficult about relationships? |
keeping the passion and communication |
| 15. What part of yourself do you feel gives you the most strength? |
my determination and positive outlook on life |
| 16. Name a challenge you are faced with on a reg basis? |
believing in myself |
| 17. What's the worst thing anyone has ever done to you? |
made me feel inadequate like i wasn't worth anything...made me feel put down and useless....made me feel selfish...made me feel ugly....made me feel slutty....made me feel dirty...broke my heart...made me feel unloved |
| 18. What do you never take for granted? |
life |
| 19. One of the hardest things you have had to tell someone? |
telling my boyfriend of almost 5 years that it was over. |
| 20. When was the first time you experienced sex? |
16ish |
| *** Make you think *** |
| 21. What is your best trait? |
my ability to see good in everyone |
| 22. What is your worst fault? |
trusting to easily and sometimes being TOO nice |
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| 23. If there was one relationship or event you could turn back time to fix, which one would it be? |
my relationship with my ex best friend Kellie...it hurts still to this day knowing we are not friends anymore |
| 24. Is there someone who never fails to make you upset? |
yup..my family |
| 25. Do you miss anyone right now? |
i am always some person of another but really missing my boyfriend john |
| 26. Whats something you wish people would understand? |
is that you should be happy with what you have and not to complain about what you don't because there are always way worst off people than you...and you can't change any person so don't try to it will only make you or your partner upset in the long run |
| 27. Who are you? |
i wish i knew |
| 28. Are you someone who forgives easy or you just forgive and forget? |
i tend to just forget things.....but i do have trouble forgiving....so therefore if i don't want to forgive i will just forget but the problem with that is those memories can just come back up unexpectantly and then i may have a breakdown or go off on some unsuspecting person |
| 29. Do you try and go out of your way to understand others, what they go thru or do you just don't feel like that you shouldn't have to? |
i go out of my way because i want to be able to help them to my best ability and the easiest way of doing that is understanding what they are going through |
| 30. What makes a friend, a good friend? Including what makes you a good friend? What do you do to be a good friend? |
a good friend to me is someone whom i can be myself around and not worry about being judged...someone whom i can talk to about whatever and WHENVER...someone that is always there for me, someone that can make me laugh, someone who knows how to pick me up when i am down, someone who will stick up for me, someone i can trust explicitly; what would make me a good friend is all the qualities i listed above at least |
| *** Just Random Questions *** |
| 31. Would you say your an introvert or an extrovert personality? |
i am more of an extrovert personality tho i do keep a lot of feelings introverted |
| 32. What do you think of the war in Iraq? Brilliant effort by a great leader, or waste of life, time and tax dollars? How much have you payed attention to this war? |
Okay so at first i did not agree with the war in iraq...i thought it was just an unjust invasion...THO i did support the troops for all their efforts because they are just DOING their JOB and should not be blamed for what our government decides to do...and since we have already invaded Iraq it would be stupid for us to leave now because we upended their leader and now need to help them reestablish themselves tho i think it is wrong to force OUR type of government onto these people because that is not what the believe in. so although i did not agree with the war in the first place i believe since we started something we must finish it |
| 33. Has a friend ever betrayed you? |
yes |
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| 34. The friend that you fight the most with? |
i don't really fight with my friends much anymore |
| 35. Friend that you trust the most with a secret? |
matt |
| 36. How would you describe yourself in detail the good the bad? |
a little crazy, kind of annoying, always happy, always depressed, confusing, crazy, ADHD, loves kids, too nice, can be critical, loves the outdoors, love sports especially football, loud, little nerdy, doesn't get angry does but when do goes off, likes kids, |
| 37. What is the craziest thing you ever did? |
go down to TJ and get wasted and then ended up in the hospital with 10 stitches |
| 38. Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons? |
yes |
| 39. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? |
i can let them go easily |
| 40. Do you think that answering these questions were easy or hard? Where you completely honest? |
kind hard...and yes i was completely honest |